My Why – The Reason I Chose to Share My Healing Journey
🌿 It Wasn’t a Linear Path
Creating this blog wasn’t an easy or straightforward decision. I always had the desire to express myself—but putting myself out there, showing my vulnerability, was terrifying. That fear held me back for many years.
But I’ve come to understand that those years weren’t wasted. I still had more healing, learning, and unlearning to do before I could confidently say: I’m ready.
I’m not where I want to be yet, but I’m in a much better place than I was. There are still parts of me I’m refining—my physical health, lingering self-limiting beliefs, and mental blocks—but I’ve made peace with being a work in progress.
💫 This Blog Is for Both of Us
I created this space not just for myself—but for you, too.
If something I share connects with your heart, brings you peace, or inspires even a small spark of hope, then this space has done its job. I believe we heal through shared stories, wisdom, and connection.
🌀 The Journey Away from Myself
Something I’ve learned is that sometimes we stray far from who we really are—just to realize how valuable our essence truly is.
Some experiences leave emotional scars, others affect our physical and mental well-being. But that doesn't mean we have to stay there. We can reclaim ourselves.
Transformation isn’t easy. It takes time. Sometimes, it feels like nothing’s changing, like healing isn’t even worth it.
But it is—and that’s where our true power lives.
🌑 My Rock Bottom
I went through deeply dark seasons.
There was a time when I saw the world as a cruel place. My heart felt like an abyss. My mind was a stormy ocean filled with monsters. I didn’t want to live—but I also didn’t have the energy to change.
I hated myself so much, I believed I deserved the pain. I felt like a failure to everyone, including myself. And deep down, I just wished someone—anyone—would save me.
🕊 Divine Guidance
But God... the Universe... Spirit... my guides—they never abandoned me.
Even in my darkest moments, they whispered to me through signs, dreams, numbers, animals, and the right people at the right time. They reminded me of who I was before the trauma—the soul I’ve always been.
As a child, I was already spiritually connected. I manifested things naturally. I had dreams that came true. I could feel what others felt. But I didn’t understand any of that—I just thought it was normal.
🌒 The Spiral
At 19, I read The Secret and finally realized not everyone was born with an innate understanding of manifestation. Still, my soul was wild. I chased attention in the wrong places after heartbreak at 21.
I went through physical and emotional abuse. I numbed my pain with alcohol, weed, and sex. I had a breakdown. I quit my job. I hit rock bottom—emotionally, financially, and spiritually.
But something in me—a flicker of light—never gave up.
🔮 My Awakening
In 2020, I had my spiritual awakening. Amid global chaos, I found myself crumbling. But that’s when God, the Universe, and my spirit guides came through loud and clear.
They reminded me:
✨ I’ve lived before.
✨ I’m a witch with ancient wisdom.
✨ My gifts are real.
✨ I’m deeply connected to the Earth, to the elements, and to Spirit.
🌟 Why I’m Here
Now, I want to help others reconnect with who they truly are.
To remember the essence that lives beneath the pain.
To reclaim the divine magic we all carry.
To honor the power that has always lived inside you.
Your past lives aren’t gone. They live in your soul, ready to remind you of your strength, your beauty, your ancient wisdom.
🕯 Thank You
Thank you for being here.
Thank you for reading my story.
I hope these words help you feel seen, supported, and empowered to keep becoming the version of yourself that your soul remembers.
✨ With love,
Mayra Moon
"We are all magic. And our magic is our gift from the Divine."
